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I was feeling pretty bad today. I took my first birth control pill last night and woke up nauseated something fierce. which was actually a good thing, cos I haven't wanted to eat at all. But I wanted to go work out, so I had to eat something. (pb&j)

did 30 mins on elliptical machine. On the highest incline with level 6 resistance. I felt the burn, baby! loved it.

got home, did some abs on the yoga ball. did walking lunges and carried my friend's six month old little girl around. (definitely good bicep work there!)

so i feel pretty good, all in all. getting ready to move into my new place. it won't be long, I'll be a married woman! that's so crazy! I'm ready tho. I love my Adam. He's one of my greatest motivations to better myself.

I have had the desire to really push myself in my workouts. I wanna see exactly what this body is capable of becoming. I want to see those muscles show. I want that belly that britney spears had back in the day. I saw a wicked sexy pic of her from a long time ago, man, she was sooo hot! those arms, those abs! if that's not motivation, I don't know what is.